Alhamdulillah wa syukur lillah
Allah kurniakan beberapa perkara dunia...
yang memang hakikatnya tidak la terdesak untuk memiliki..
namun Alhamdulillah rezeki...
harap dapat manfaatkan sebaiknya...
terima kasih Mama Baba.. Kakak..
ZUHUD itu penting...
it takes a lot untuk mencapai ke tahap itu
namun semua orang mesti mencuba...
baru faham perasaan bila abang tolak handset baru...
berkeras untuk pakai yang lama...
kerana hati itu fragile...
mudah untuk dinodai
ujub, riak, sum'ah...
jadi baik laburkan sahaja harta dunia
untuk dapat saham akhirat~
Alhamdulillah
BAGI MEREKA YANG KEUTAMAANNYA AKHIRAT,
DUNIA INI REMEH SEMATA-MATA
mari berusaha!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
real one
it's been a pretty long time since i haven't write a real post. i mean.. the truly from my heart one. i never get transparent anyway. though it's my blog, i still treat it like a notice board that anyone can read. so i'm being extra cautious. no chance of being true self? naah..
i can conclude this week as my worst week. not of my lifetime but i'm praying that it will stay the worst for this year.
i know i want to keep this as a memory so i write it down. hopefully it will be washed out of my heart. and my head.
what happened this week?
- i got a horror news regarding my health status. it's not that bad and still waiting for conformation. but the fact that i'm facing this without my family, it is called heart broken.
- i'm super duper missing my family. who is sometimes got another commitment to be fulfilled. and it kept me waiting and waiting. and it is, heart broken-ing.
- i got lone phobic (if it ever exist) that is, i can't be left alone in the room. it can cause depression you know. and i was left by my roommate who went for induction and stuff for nearly a week. and it made my heart broken.
- i got no mood to study (blame myself for that) and also to go to meeting. i'll doodle for the first page that i read and i went meeting with the face that i want to kill every members and get the president post. haha. but still, it get my heart broken.
- i got amnesia and suddenly confused about my timetable (which now is already past mid-sem) and to be extra lucky, i got quiz on that day. so, hooray najibah. you forgot your own class. i think i got neuron shot (if it ever exist). heart broken again.
- i got extra sensitive and eventually hurt my friends around me. which i never intended to. i felt like a jerk and i was really sorry. that is a real heart broken.
so now i'm home. fixing those broken pieces. gluing it back. tightly. so it will be less fragile and vulnerable. i hope i fix it well. so that it will withstand another worst week which i pray won't come back, please.
still, i got the most precious moral lesson from this week,
when u are in need the most. u will realise that u only have Him.
-najibahmahirah-
i can conclude this week as my worst week. not of my lifetime but i'm praying that it will stay the worst for this year.
i know i want to keep this as a memory so i write it down. hopefully it will be washed out of my heart. and my head.
what happened this week?
- i got a horror news regarding my health status. it's not that bad and still waiting for conformation. but the fact that i'm facing this without my family, it is called heart broken.
- i'm super duper missing my family. who is sometimes got another commitment to be fulfilled. and it kept me waiting and waiting. and it is, heart broken-ing.
- i got lone phobic (if it ever exist) that is, i can't be left alone in the room. it can cause depression you know. and i was left by my roommate who went for induction and stuff for nearly a week. and it made my heart broken.
- i got no mood to study (blame myself for that) and also to go to meeting. i'll doodle for the first page that i read and i went meeting with the face that i want to kill every members and get the president post. haha. but still, it get my heart broken.
- i got amnesia and suddenly confused about my timetable (which now is already past mid-sem) and to be extra lucky, i got quiz on that day. so, hooray najibah. you forgot your own class. i think i got neuron shot (if it ever exist). heart broken again.
- i got extra sensitive and eventually hurt my friends around me. which i never intended to. i felt like a jerk and i was really sorry. that is a real heart broken.
so now i'm home. fixing those broken pieces. gluing it back. tightly. so it will be less fragile and vulnerable. i hope i fix it well. so that it will withstand another worst week which i pray won't come back, please.
still, i got the most precious moral lesson from this week,
when u are in need the most. u will realise that u only have Him.
-najibahmahirah-
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